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Journeying to Reclaim an Ancestral Self Beyond Whiteness
Bull thistle next to mint, a treat for busy bumbles painted ladies, and snooping hummingbirds.
Vertical and bushy, crowding next to the barn, spikes entwined, pushing for an extention on their sun bathing. . . More elderberries! A sambucus surprise. I was certain the birds and deer would have picked and nibbled every. last. one of them. . More syrup for winter. Yum. . . Nestled and watching, someone spun her campsite and hunting grounds. My four legged and two legged pups watch from a distance. The polar bear dog is too busy hunting grasshoppers to pay much attention anyway. . Majestic, eight legged power, golden garden spider (as far as my ID skills can decipher), she is long, lean, with a web of three feet, she stills herself in the middle. . (Does her web make her feel weightless?) . I imagine she is hungry. . I give her plenty of space too, although I wonder about her shell. Is she cragged, silky, hard shelled or spongy..? I have a nearly full basket, so I back away, making sure not to snag her web. . . Sunset gratitude. . I never knew my Dedko, my dad's dad...and the stories of bravery, endurance, and tenacity that I've heard time and again, do not paint a warm and affectionate sketch that little girls or women retroactively wish for in a grandfather. (He had to survive, affection was a luxury. I get that.) . . But the Sunset greets me as He slips behind the hills, warming an embrace across the horizon and a smile to my face. I relish these bronzed and golden minutes each evening, and I imagine that Celestial Fire saying, "Dobrá večerná vnučka..Ľúbim ťa!" . "Have a good evening grandaughter, I love you!" And in return, I smile, petting the Queen Anne's Lace, "I love you back Dedu!" #bullthistle #elderberries #sambucus #spiders #sunshine #sunset #ancestral#ancestors #slavicamerican #lemko #grandpa #foraging #wildflowers #wildcrafting #rewild #remember #rewilding#dogsofinstagram #queenanneslace #wildcarrot #goldenrod
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AuthorTrella (she/they) is navigating her way to an ever deepening sense of humanity as she reaches towards her own ancestral knowledge- socially, culturally, and spiritually. This space is dedicated to anyone, no matter how you present, or what identities society has assigned you, who are committed to healing ourselves and our world, with an anti-racist, queer proud, decolonized, and inclusive perspective. BIPOC to the front. xo Archives
February 2022
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